Monday, November 8, 2010

it's my decision.

and i don't like that.
why won't someone just tell me to go home?
i'd do it if they just told me to do it.
but they're telling me i have to make the decision by myself.
and i can't admit to anyone that i want to just go home.

i don't want them to think i'm giving up.

this is taking way too long to happen.

2 comments:

  1. you're an adult. it sucks playing grow up doesn't it?
    ahhhh

    take a step back...look at the bigger picture- you an do this... and you can make the right decision..even if it's hard and you don't want to.

    <3

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  2. You want someone to tell you what to do? I will then :).
    Make a pro-con list about doing hospital at school or coming home for ACE. Those are your only two real options. In your pro con list, you could do Ed, healthy reasons for each choice. Tabulate and then let that be your guide. And if you need help making that list, I am here for you. Good luck and you're in my prayers for what that's worth.
    <3 T

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